Reflection

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I got a voice inside my head And it insults my own reflection I stare into my eyes I live a lie, it gets depressing I wanna bash my head in (uhh) I wanna fuckin' scream (ahh) I wanna punch the glass until my hand's fucking bleedin' Yo, I hate walkin' around with a big smile on my face Pretendin' that I'm happy when I'm so engulfed with hate Because I'm always tryna fit in with these people I don't like I hate my own reflection, man, I can't stand the sight And I hate being drunk And I hate feelin' stuck And I hate the fact I know all this but still don't give a fu-fu-fuck Tell me why do I run game on bitches and I'm not myself When I hate the girls I date, just like to make they hearts melt And yet, I live my whole existence tryna get what they have And all I ever get is heartache and a kick in the ass It seems I don't even belong with the company I keep And so it tears me up inside, that's why it's tough for me to sleep [Chorus] Lookin' in the mirror and I don't recognize you All the people that you love are being lied to You say you wanna change your ways, but never try to I despise you I don't know the man I see in my reflection (See in my reflection) All I know is he's the reason I'm a mess and I'm in depression [Verse 2] See what I've turned into? I'm disgusted and I hate it I hate my views on love and how my whole outlook is tainted I'll never be just happy with the things that are free How could I be, when I ain't even happy with me? And suddenly I got an attitude and now I think you're stuck up I've got nothing to say, but yet can seem to shut the fuck up Once upon a time, I wore my heart on my sleeve But when I'm done fuckin' these bitches, I just want them to leave But then I hate it when they go And I'm lying all alone And my house is always empty, so I hate comin' home And when I look into the mirror now, sometimes I wanna snap Repulsed by that fraudulent cat who's looking back 'Cause I hate that I'm homely And I hate that I'm lonely And I hate that my own homies don't even know me And I hate that I don't even know myself or who I am 'Cause if I did I wouldn't live my life as such a fuckin' sham [Chorus] Lookin' in the mirror and I don't recognize you All the people that you love are being lied to You say you wanna change your ways, but never try to I despise you I don't know the man I see in my reflection (See in my reflection) All I know is he's the reason I'm a mess and I'm in depression [Bridge] Every time I gaze into the looking-glass I don't recognize the man there looking back Since I was a kid, I've been feelin' low A broken spirit as a child and I didn't know My entire life, why you wanna hurt me? And from day one, I never felt worthy So mirror, mirror upon the wall Why do you taunt me to the point I wanna end it all? [Chorus] Lookin' in the mirror and I don't recognize you All the people that you love are being lied to You say you wanna change your ways, but never try to I despise you I don't know the man I see in my reflection (See in my reflection) All I know is he's the reason I'm a mess and I'm in depression