Lyrics

Sittin' in a cell waitin I'm contimplatin' Will I see god in heaven or am I seein' satan? I'm debatin' was it worth it actin' on my urges Like I had the right to take a life on countless murders It ain't my fault I'm wicked I'm just as sick kid I needed help now I'm waitin' to die while time is tickin' Everytime the sun rise I make a scratch on the wall So as the days go by I can keepin' track of em all I know nobodys gonna miss me 'cause I never had a home You got me locked inside with family but I always was alone Not a clone in the lab raised by mad scientists It's all a delusion I should have told a psychiatrist I try to sit and rationalize close my eyes See the faces of my victims just before they die Why could'nt I stop why was killin my addiction? Why could'nt my mind see the line of that conviction? 'Cause every bloody body part the FBI discovered Was a piece of someones child someones friend someones mother I guess it's too late to give a fuck now I gotta pay the consequences some how So I sit in a cell sicker than hell hittin' myself If they don't kill me I'll be killin' myself I'm feelin' myself fadin' away as the days pass I'm gettin' payed back in a chamber full of gas But it's my own fault I should have never got caught Now they lock me inside of this mysterious vault So I gasp and choke on the smoke and I can't see Now I'm dead that makes them no better than me