Kawasaki Boy RE-AMP

Lyrics

We're going back again Going back where it started I'm looking back again It was fun while it lasted So unsettling for you to say to me we both lost it Our home is covered in dust our days there were fun while they lasted And I don't know how I wake up and live like this Just wasting time avoiding the silence Don't know where to go Nowhere feels like home How can I leave behind all I know Am I living life, if I'm so terrified And never happy wherе I am? Lately a mess, I'm so obsessivе, it's too late Is it in my head, feelings I'm tying to forget, but I can't change I just want to feel again I don't want to go another way Keep running away from my fate I'll drive through my city as I wake up To remind me of the place where we grew up From the smell of the smoke that killed our lungs To the parties where nobody wanted to show up But I never quite expressed the love I felt I'll drive this car into the water and choke on my seatbelt Found my guts age 22 I'm gonna do what I wanna do I wanna be brave But I'll fall on my face I just wish I could take my time Easy to say but I can't look away Don't know where to go Nowhere feels like home How can I leave behind all I know Am I living life, if I'm so terrified And never happy where I am?