Million Tears

Lyrics

When I think about you and all the things that we been through You an angel, you was gold at the end of the rainbow For the time that we spent I was thankful When I think about you and all the things that we been through You the devil, you love bite harder than a pitbull You make me wanna put my pistol to my temple I've cried a million tears I've cried a million I was livin' out my dream now I'm in a nightmare Tossin' and turnin' this life ain't fair I'm dyin' from the pain tryin' to get through but it's tough Life ain't a movie and love ain't enough Everybody warned me I didn't wanna listen Now I'm all alone gettin' stoned and trippin' I must have been a phase Thought it was forever now I'm livin' in a daze Starin' at the blue sky but it looks gray today Ain't no super hero gonna come save the day You can cut the tension with a blunt razor blade Then she packed up her clothes and she faded away Time will heal all wounds but what about now I'm in shock and I'm hurt deep down Nothin' can make it better not even fuckin' a hoe Not even if I'm rockin' at a sold out show I'm not a loser I ain't lookin' for no pitty shit I'm just tryin' to get it out I'm feelin' like an idiot I even made her a song Asked her to marry me that didn't last long We signed on the dot she still had a question She never really got me or my profession I really really thought that she was my best friend I must have forgot, will I ever learn a lesson Probably not, I'm a stupid motherfucker sometimes Cryin' as I write every single one of these lines Tears fallin' down my cheeks all over a bimbo She took my confidence and threw it out the window Left me in the house all I got is my dog breeze I'm just tryin' to heal god take away the pain please I showed her how to take a bong hit of Mary Jane We used to lay up in the bed and listen to the rain We used to text every minute on the phone Now I'm back from the tour and I'm sittin' all alone I really thought my life was gonna be diffrent I'm wrong Now I'm here writin' words to a song That I don't wanna write, but I gotta get it out I still hear her voice like she's walkin' through the house I don't wanna go out and have a breakdown I might see her with a new man downtown I've cried a million tears I've cried a million I've cried a million tears I've cried a million When I think about you and all the things that we been through You the best, you the heart still beatin' in my chest You the reason I ain't settlin' for less When I think about you and all the things that we been through You the worst, carin' more about the money in your purse Now I'm feelin' that your love is a curse When I think about you and all the things that we been through You an angel, you was gold at the end of the rainbow For the time that we spent I was thankful When I think about you and all the things that we been through You the devil, you love bite harder than a pitbull You make me wanna put my pistol to my temple Love me and hold me 'cause I need to know that you'll be there Love me and hold me 'cause I need to know that you'll be there I've cried a million tears I've cried a million I've cried a million tears I've cried a million I've cried a million tears