Downhill

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Downhill, looks like downhill from here I'm still wondering how I made it through the year I've been trying to find the difference Between the feeling and the fear, but it's unclear Downhill, couldn't stop it if I tried I still see the broken glass, the flashing lights I've been selfish, I've been reckless Never thought I'd feel so numb at twenty-five At twenty-five [Chorus] I'm breathing into my chest I wake up shivering cold Look at the blood on my hands Feels like I'm losing control Through all the tears and the sweat Feels like I'm starting again I never said I was done I'm coming back from the dead I'm coming back from the dead I'm coming back from the dead [Verse 2] Downhill, like a spell I can't resist I'm still under 'cause I can't get over it I've tried every kind of poison But attention is the drug that I can't quit I can't quit Downhill, I would stop if knew how They said I should thank the loss for what I found Pay respects, I'll lay my flowers On the grave and salt the ground I'm going down, I'm going down [Chorus] I hear the sound of the drums I feel it under my skin Beating the walls like a pulse And now it's pulling me in I dragged myself through the mud I talked myself off the edge I never said I was done I'm coming back from the dead I'm coming back from the dead I'm coming back from the dead [Bridge] All the bad days and the bouquets And the words unsaid All my worst traits, every worst-case Playing in my head Overwhelm me, heaven help me I'm in love with it Get in, we're going down fucking hill [Outro] Downhill, looks like downhill from here I'm still wonderin' how I made it through the year I've been trying to find the difference Between the feeling and the fear, but it's unclear It's unclear (it's unclear) Downhill, couldn't stop it if I tried I will, maybe if I make it out alive I'm awake and I've been patient I've been waiting for the moment to arrive To arrive Downhill