Dynastic - Wildflower (Polygon Cove Ver.)

Lyrics

[Intro] Our entire reality exists within a cycle Of which there are an infinite amount of subcycles within the whole In order to understand my identity I must search for the voices that creep up betwixt the dawn and dusk of a cycle And listen to how really feel during those dark hours Where I'm endlessly waking up to the reality that I'm alone and different To everybody else Everybody feels this in their own ways and whilst we all understand this It is something we simply can't let ourselves speak into existence Lest the shadow gain tangibility Through the dawn, I want to express my ideal of a strive for happiness and love And the casting away of doubts, fears, and insecurities But to perform the act of happiness constantly is simply Another form of the very things I was trying to suppress There is no state of happiness, for the rest of our lives we will cycle Between the light and the dark in our hearts forever [Bridge] I have this memory of being on a train with two other people And one of them says "Do you think somewhere out there, there's somebody else having the exact same thought as you?" And the other person says "Yes! Me too, I was thinking the same thing" Neither of them noticed their connection And went their separate ways on the next stop, never to meet again I rode the train into the twilight, gazing into the endless sky You remember it too, don't you Because we are the same [Chorus] Over and over Deny the things I knew I look away 'cause I don't wanna be you This empty desert has gained too much power I want to water my wildflower Over and over Deny the things I knew I look away cause I don't wanna be you This empty desert has gained too much power I want to water - I can't do this anymore [Verse] Waking Puttin on a new persona Faking Human but I'm not the owner Listen Eyes wide awake in bed To the truth inside my head (Shut up) Screaming I am falling through the circles Meanings Gotta write the words in the journal Gotta put my thoughts in the box 'Till im dead Then I wake up Repeat it again (Ah-ah-ah-ah) Tryna' keep my head up 'cause It's who I'm meant to be But I don't understand the demon in this other side of me So can you listen to my heart and if it ever starts to beat Then let me know cause I'm wanting to breathe Hiding from the mirror 'cause I know that isn't me And I don't wanna recognise it, I don't wanna set it free 'Cause if I have to keep on living in this empty shell alone I swear to God I will make it my throne [Instrumental] [Chorus] Over and over Deny the things I knew I look away cause I don't wanna be you This empty desert has gained too much power I want to water my wildflower Over and over Deny the things I knew I look away cause I don't wanna be you This empty desert has gained too much power I want to water my wildflower