Lyrics

I wish that I could stop it And take it all back I'd give anything to see them again To feel the warmth of their conversations To feel security To never have to worry To know that they were there and never leaving Just five more minutes with no second guessing Another small moment where it doesn't exist Where we don't need names, just the company we're in It's a specific kind of hurt we find ourselves in Me, myself, I and all of my sins Wе want to write you off Like we'rе just cutting the fat But the truth is every breath, I feel that knife in my back The empty where I find myself isn't empty It's full of words I wish I said When I was lost in the aether the first ten times Now I've said too much Written too many songs Never stopped to deal With how abandoned I feel Isolate myself so that I can't be hurt Second guess every one of your words Fall into a moment with a smile I can trust For five seconds, say my name's good enough I'd do anything to feel like a person Dreams should be an escape, and not a prison Mother, when you lie down Can you still see the knife? When he says he loves you Can you still see the knife? When you say you miss me Can you still see the knife? When you deny any guilt Can you still see the knife? I CAN STILL SEE THE KNIFE No 426 Brown Street in front of me Because when I think of you The knife is all that I see