Lyrics

There is a blackness without end There's a cloud between my eyes Between a rich man's pocket and a poor girl's dream, I float Lying face down in a river of spacetime Rearranging what I'm locked in But here I stay, because it ain't coming I am the problem, I'm all that exists I'm the weight that crushes all my loved ones that they cannot lift I got a solution, it's buried in my wrist Come claw it out and save yourself, 'cause There ain't no way I'm surviving this Wish there was more, but I know therе's not A better life's a passing thought Long ago, I lost thе plot of what makes a home I want a family, wife and a baby But I know that good life ain't coming to me Don't want to die, but don't want to hurt I'm in hell, but hurting you is worse I can't breathe to speak because The stitches rip my lips And I can't stand what I am So I'm sticking to my plan Or maybe I'm just saying that so you might listen I've got a spot to rot in I've got a spot to rot in I've got a spot to rot in But not today I am the problem, I'm all that exists I'm the crushing weight that will destroy you if you let me in I got a solution, it's bursting through my chest Hold me while we explode 'Cause there ain't no way I'm surviving this