Lyrics

That night when I lifted my head up And I was seeing what was trembling there On the edge of my restless eyelid On the tip of the horizon's lash On the lip of the collapsing letter In the lap of the confusing moon I'm reduced to an estranged illusion I'm consumed by all the shit in my room Well and maybe if I pick my room up Carve a path on my moonlit floor Through the colors I adorned my body with In the ritual of life I adored But nowadays I usually just get up Put on a sweater from the day before Like you said it's got to get better I wear my shadow like a uniform And I'm torn right through Divided right in two So well I do align my library By the colors on the spine of my books When I'm looking for resolution But there's wreckage everywhere I look And there's bramble scratching at the window And there's silver shining on the thorns I could have sworn the moon was singing to me Strung in a phase so strange and torn But now the stars look fake and strung up And the colors on my floor are worn And the hues on my body are muted In the shadow in my uniform And I'm torn right through Divided right in two I'm lost and I'm losing The brightest light I knew I knew