I’m Tired

Lyrics

[Chorus (Condensed): Lee Sissing] I'm tired Pain in my soul I'm lost Nowhere to go [Verse 1: Phrase] Glass hit the floor and break, the bottles empty (Shit) I'm drunk with a monkey on my shoulder trying to tempt me 10 cents to my name, my pockets empty I sit back reach for a smoke gently Reside to the couch with a shameful slouch And a tear covered face trying to slur these lyrics out My last words, the final testament I'm half pissed, anxious as hell, tryna make the best of it The only thing left is memories to reminisce on Times when I hit the park with crew and got my piss on Nights that I've made love to women in the winter Summertime I'd mack chicks, hook, line and sinker Times were good then, no doubt, there ain't no question But drugs hit and friends die, it leads to depression And my only expression's writing rhymes in a session But my gift is my curse and I'm tired of obsession [Chorus: Lee Sissing (Phrase)] I'm tired (Yo, so fucking tired, man) Pain in my soul (Fuck this shit) I'm lost (I've fucking had it up to here, man) Nowhere to go (Uh, check this, man, let's go) Head hurts ([?] do this shit) Loosing control ([?]) Times up ([?]) Nowhere to go ([?]) [Verse 2: Phrase] If I should die now I wonder what you'd think of me? Better still, would you share a last drink with me? Would you push the boundaries and take it to the brink with me? And if the boat went down would you stay there and sink with me? See that's the stuff I need to keep me up and breathing But it just ain't there, so fuck this world, man, I'm leaving You slander me for my actions and bad behaviour But all the time I was only searching for a saviour Fair enough! did the most and pushed the limits But peer create the pressure that pre-empts a person's image And since I dropped, it feels like y'all forgotten And some say I'm the apple bad that turned the basket rotten If that's the way that you feel, then I can deal with it But ask for forgiveness, and I'ma be real with it See you're a pawn in the scheme of my songs And I'm a flame twice as bright that only burns half as long [Chorus: Lee Sissing (Phrase)] I'm tired ([?] push me [?]) Pain in my soul (You wanna know wassup, motherfucker?) I'm lost (I'll show you what's up) Nowhere to go ([?] for this shit) Head hurts ([?]) Loosing control Times up (Shit) Nowhere to go [Scratches: [?]] "Dead is dead" "Can't take it no more" "Relieve the pain" [Verse 3: Phrase] Uh So much to say, so little time to do it I gotta get this right so that you never misconstrue it To mum, I love you more than life in itself And I hope my album sales will help to bring you some wealth To dad, you need to spend more time with the fam You're losing touch, and that's the worst mistake for a man Don't become emotionally disabled There's more to life than putting food on your table or a jag in your stable To my sisters, stay strong, keep on smiling girls, it's priceless I swear you'd heal any soul that's lifeless And you got the recipe to help them all remember me Can you sing me a song that you know will get to me? Ask me a question and I'll tell you no lies 'Cause a man without regrets is a man ready to die And that's the truth, all real, its me in a nutshell I'm over this, I'm out, I hope this razor cuts well [Chorus: Lee Sissing (Phrase)] I'm tired ([?]) Pain in my soul I'm lost ([?]) Nowhere to go Head hurts Loosing control Times up Nowhere to go