Monster

Lyrics

[verse] Some days I feel like a monster An imposter I try not to hate my enemies But it's hard, yeah Lord, I wanna stop this cycle Break my idols How'm I supposed to walk away When I'm blind, so When I think you're late Lord, teach me to wait When I'm losing hope Help me elevate When I am anti-social Help me congregate When I'm anti-social Help me concentrate [Chorus] People crossed me So I crossed them off instead Lord you'rе different You would rather diе for them You were dying They would not give you a hand But you love them Wanna be like you But inside I feel empty I wanna improve But this pride It won't let me Maybe it's the fact The disguises are failing These eyes need some sleep I need some saving, yeah [verse] Maybe I'm a bad guy all the way Maybe I will take it to my grave Oh yeah Asking myself will I die in pain Why're you smiling Things are not okay Yeshua, please fight I don't like these nights You tell me it's bright But I've been tired I ain't inspired Lucy is skin tight She needs to be quiet No need to dim lights I won't dim lights I won't dim lights [Chorus] People crossed me So I crossed them off instead Lord you're different You would rather die for them You were dying They would not give you a hand But you love them Wanna be like you But inside I feel empty I wanna improve But this pride It won't let me Maybe it's the fact The disguises are failing These eyes need some sleep I need some saving, yeah