Lyrics

I'll kick you if you hurt me Could be with words or love or fists I have a problem, if you show me emotion I can't deal its never happened before I know I'm wrong it's fucked up existence But I'm trying without your help to get a grip There's a needle sticking out of my arm But you're my reason to live When i was younger, I was always told what to do As I grew older, I wouldn't fuckin' listen to you You said I was insane, that all I give is pain You never gave me a chance, chemical imbalance I had to prove myself it seems all my lifе To make them happy at home So I withdrеw inside myself, for how long I just don't know I've only cried when I'm in your arms I felt strange when I woke in the morning Could I ever release all feeling inside When you wasn't at home