Too many steps

Lyrics

Smithing up My pick me up Spliffed it up I skipped the sippy cup You miss me huh? Well? I miss you kinda Like getting behind her Was like a line to me And I had a lot of it I'd trade my fucking life For a Klonopin Or fucking you on the ottoman again I'm odd you knew this when we met Back when we were only friends Back when I ate the hulks like pez Backbones can ache The smoke will thin though Strength can show With foes Just for your info Don't get froze when the wind blow Slow it goes but I will grow Can't keep going with your chin low Hands get cold and my shit gets old It ain't never sold Like rusty rims And you can list my lust But can we fuck again? I miss you so damn much And know we left it rough But in the cuffs I trusted you still Ripping up My shoes in my cell Picked up First thing when I woke up I ain't even toke up Moved over the curtains Saw two sherrifs lurking I'm embarrassed Emergency workers Required You hurt me I hurt you times five I'm a liar You a liar Getting higher I wish I was hugging You tighter This lighter Can pause it But not forever So I'm writing And writing And writing And writing I'm Spending these nights Doubting myself Doubting my worth And wanting to down Absurd amounts Of those drugs But doing nothing Just smoking No bluffing Not joking Believe it or not I'mma always have love You deceived me too When you was out fucking him I was home sleeping without a clue When you was out fucking him I was at home needing you When you was out fucking him I guess I neglected you I tried to do the best I could do Until you said I give up on you P-tree Too many steps to take in this life To waste them on me When something ain't right I always wanted it to work out You always wanted us to shine Why Do so many lights Get Get lost in these nights Tossed to the side Blocked by these signs That don't give us any direction Maybe it's the rest of our lives So I can live with that I guess I just pray you live the best You can live Now you can live We need to work out