Is Someone There?

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah [Verse 1] Broke up with a baby mum Weren't even that long before my headline show Everyone gassed and excited for it I was backstage thinking my head might go Man's telling me I'm on next, I know Just got a text that my son's in hospital He's okay but I still want to go Thought about cancelling, I was this close So intense Don't know if I'm alright, wasn't even gonna tell no one that I'd left Crowd suspense No P Money, just DJ Intense Would have been 'mence Snapped out of it when I heard 'Good luck, bro' Fuck, I just got to get it done and go Crowd didn't clock man walk on slow Fam, I was well late for man's intro I stopped like whoa 'Cause I flopped the first, the second and the third as well Didn't want to say that it's over a girl When I started off that year so well Where & When, I was on top of the world The life of the party, moved out of the yard From here to here is how far I fell Trust me, you don't know how I felt [Chorus] Is someone there? 'Cause I got a lot to say and right now in this booth it's me on my own I think I need to let it go and talk about the things I went through on my own Every now and then I got to free some space in my head before I explode It's time to not be alone So I'm asking is someone there? [Verse 2] 'Cause in 2019 I was not well I'm talking health, in-and-out of the doctors Seeking help online Tryna figure shit out myself I learned a lesson Never Google symptoms, trust me Fucking hell All I did there was stress myself My insanity slowly floating away in need of an anchor No more room for the jokes or banter Never forget hearing a man say that I don't want to say but that sounds like (Sounds like) That whole week of waiting was the worst Blood tests and a piss one Never had scans like this one Scared stiff, thought I was murked Hella relief when results came back and it said that it worked Praying works Every night I was saying these words: 'God, please do not let this be Please do not take me from this Earth Guide me through with your wisest words' Depression kicked in so much it hurt It took a long time to write this verse [Chorus] So is someone there? 'Cause I got a lot to say and right now in this booth it's me on my own I think I need to let it go and talk about the things I went through on my own Every now and then I got a free some space in my head before I explode It's time to not be alone So I'm asking is someone there? [Verse 3] 'Cause sometimes I still wake up crying Still haven't got over granddad dying Even though I made it steeled and ironed I used to live at my grandma's - school times Every night I used to sit right by him He used to cheer me up if I'm puffing a sighing Little did I know that time was flying (Time was flying) He knew me so well I couldn't get nothing by him Knew when I was sad, knew when I was lying Knew when I was mad, knew when I weren't trying Never forget that day, New Years I spoke to him, eve of New Years Then I got waken up in the morning Granddad passed away on new years (New Years) We lost the head of the family I'm going through a lot right now so you've got to forgive me if I move anti Grandma's not well, aunties arguing, I wish she was here to guide this family Luckily I met a woman that saved me, now I can face all my issues gladly [Chorus] I'm glad she's here 'Cause I got a lot to say and before she came it was me on my own I think I need to let this go and talk about the things I went through on my own Every now and then I got a free some space in my head before I explode It's time to not be alone So #IsSomeoneThere? (Someone There?)