Calling You

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I can't be with myself And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend That I'm okay but I'm alone in my descent I hear the wolves are at my door I take the pills so that I finally feel something I can't remember how I felt before [Pre-Chorus] I feel the weight when I'm alone I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest Hours of lifeless staring at my phone Should I call you? Should I call you now? [Chorus] And I'm calling you Cause I can't be with myself in solitude I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help I'm a letdown, oh yeah But I don't want to go the way I am, I swеar I don't know what to do with myself [Verse 2] I'm crawling down across the floor Searching for a way out of my lifе Because I know there must be more I'm feeling down, so lonely and depressed Searing pain, with a hole in my chest This is where my heart and happiness used to be I'm sinking deeper, so help me please [Pre-Chorus] I feel the weight when I'm alone I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest Hours of lifeless staring at my phone Should I call you? Should I call you? [Chorus] And I'm calling you Cause I can't be with myself in solitude I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help I'm a letdown, oh yeah But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear I don't know what to do with myself [Bridge] Since you're gone, my life's not moving on I just can't let you go but you're never coming back, I know All the pain and sorrow Realising that I'm nothing without you I'm now drowning in grief Listening to the last message I received I'm still calling you Even though I know you're now in solitude I can't do this without you [Chorus] And I'm calling you Cause I can't be with myself in solitude I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help I'm a letdown, oh yeah But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear I don't know what to do with myself [Outro] I'm a letdown, oh yeah I don't know what to do with myself I'm a letdown I'm a letdown I don't know what to do with myself