Vinyls, Alcohol & Distance

Lyrics

{Hook} I feel so different I'm out my comfort zone (I'm out my comfort zone) And only when I'm distant I feel like I'm at home (I feel like I'm at home) I feel so- {Verse 1} Talk to me about the days when I was sitting in the room and doing nothing, no stress Talk to me about the days when I was single sitting contemplating nothing but sex Funny cause the girls that wanted me to interact have been turned down, as it turns out The girls I used to like could make my skin burn out, it's cool as long as I have got to sin, oh wow Why do I feel so shitty? Putting all my hopes on cigarettes and whiskey Looking happy but inside the feeling is filthy Yeah this is a damage but it's absence kills me Could've crashed the mirror cause I didn't recognize myself But I'm thinking these reckless mistakes have been making me wise as hell Who am I? Can you tell ? I've been locked up in my shell I've hid inside, in my jail, nothing here can get me bailed This is hell, cold as fuck, ironic but it's how I sleep in here I know how you feel if you've been feeling like me baby {Hook} x2 I feel so different I'm out my comfort zone And only when I'm distant I feel like I'm at home {Verse 2} I used to hate vodka now I pee it I used to hate smoke but now I breathe it I used to hate autumn as a season But now every weekday is a weekend I'll take a sip out the bottle itself Just for a change you know? I'm not the best role model I swear Was different 2 years ago But you don't recognize me do ya? Well, things change, people change, life fucking changes But I'm not fucking changing, still the same patient - In doctor's room diagnosed with young age shit Tasting a drink led me to a dance with Hennessy and I also invited tequila Tequila my favorite Latina Now the scene is resembling a threesome Maybe I'll stop in a couple of years Maybe I'll pop in a couple of years I barely have trust in myself when it comes to be feeling a buzz so the cells disappear It's never a must for my brain to get weird It's never a must for my age and career I guess I'm just young and I guess I'm just dumb so I'm getting fucked up for the feel