making the bed

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Want it, so I got it, did it, so it's done Another thing I ruined I used to do for fun Another piece of plastic I could just throw away Another conversation with nothing good to say I thought it, so I said it, took it 'cause I can Another day pretendin' I'm older than I am Another perfect moment that doesn't feel like mine Another thing I forced to be a sign [Chorus] Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends Push away all the people who know me the best But it's me who's been makin' the bed I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am Every good thing has turned into somethin' I dread And I'm playin' the victim so well in my head But it's me who's been makin' the bed [Post-Chorus] Me who's been makin' the bed Pull the sheets over my head Makin' the bed [Verse 2] And every night, I wake up from this one recurrin' dream Where I'm drivin' through the city and the brakes go out on me I can't stop at the red light, I can't swerve off the road I read somewhere it's 'cause my life feels so out of control And I tell someone I love them just as a distraction They tell me that they love me like I'm some tourist attraction They're changin' my machinery, and I just let it happen I got the things I wanted, it's just not what I imagined [Chorus] Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends Push away all the people who know me the best But it's me who's been makin' the bed I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am Every good thing has turned into somethin' I dread And I'm playin' the victim so well in my head But it's me who's been makin' the bed [Post-Chorus] Me who's been makin' the bed Pull the sheets over my head Makin' the bed [Outro] Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am Countin' all of the beautiful things I regret But it's me who's been makin' the bed Me who's been makin' the bed Pull the sheets over my head Makin' the bed, oh