Disappear

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I should have seen this from the start I should have always been on my own Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here I should have just disappeared The time that we have spent apart Has made me realize I am torn Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn [Verse 2] And now I sit here in the dark In a city that is not my own There's a roof over me And four walls to keep me away from me cold The disappointment in myself Is more than you'll ever know And more than I show And it's perfectly clear I shouldn't be here I should just disappear [Chorus] I should have seen this from the start I should have always been on my own Now it's perfectly clear I should have never stayed here Should have just disappeared The time that we have spent apart Made me realize I am torn Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn [Bridge] Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away I deserve what's coming to me Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away I deserve what's coming to me I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved [Outro] I should have seen this from the start I should have always been on my own You've made it perfectly clear I shouldn't be here Now I'll just disappear