Lyrics

The sacrifice must be for some long dead deity, babe I just can't get hard for reality At least not mine Your love charity is like An immortal bleeding beast and peerless Can't seem to motivate my heart to function This age is a bitch that burns our dreams so mercilessly We can only turn away I wonder can I produce enough heat To keep our experiment alive I turned you off, 'cause I couldn't cope seeing the disappointment in your eyes Do it! Oh Nina, how can I defend myself against this world That batters me like a retarding cartoon? It's too sick for salvation, but that word is just a joke Oh Nina, my mood system is chaos I'm desperate for something, but there's no human word for it I should be happy, but What I feel is corrupted, broken, impotent, and insane Oh Nina, I've become so hateful How am I ever gonna survive this winter? I can think of nothing but getting my revenge Make those fuckers pay, but it's not gonna happen and It's eating a hole in me Eating a hole in me It's eating a hole Eating a hole Eating a hole in me In our hive conceit, each suffering repeat Hostile concession too foul to mention I've inherited spiritual sanctions for some old ancestral crime It was committed long ago, but the punishment's absorbed all down the family line Everyone's so unstable, on my mother's side And emotionally barren, on my father's side But tell me how can I attempt to atone for somebody else's willful ignorance?