Lyrics

[Verse 1] It pains me to think I'm living without my sisters My life is getting painful and I can't pop these blisters I'm losing all the power that I should have like the prime minister But I don't say this shit cause I don't want to make the shit stir Fuck it my life is like World War II As I'm thinking of all the moments I blew I just wanted to be friends and have a crew But they all turn their backs on you With girls why should I make a move? When I know the answer too To be honest I have nothing to prove My mind is the one that I try to sooth But then I get worked up and rip apart my shoe Sisters moved away before I was born Now they hoping everybody dies like Gawne So please stop calling me the king of corn When you don't even know how much my life is torn [Chorus] In this world, it's survival of the fittest I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest Why did I, think I'd be the illest Maybe even biggest In this world, it's survival of the fittest I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest Why did I, think I'd be the illest Maybe even biggest It's survival of the fittest [Verse 2] Me and my father never had the best relationship We never stuck together like the next space and ship We'd always argue and I said "taste my dick" But now I realise the truth, yeah I'm facing it But my hope is vanishing, but I'm still chasing it Looking up to my momma cause she said "you're gonna be amazing kid" But my dark thoughts are erasing it This is my life and now I realise I'm wasting it I only feel the blood because I'm tasting it My Dad always complaining that I'm up in my room making shit Everynight, I'm watching me some Deji Then my anxiety starts telling me to stop with the veggies Feeling like the dark thoughts are busted at my heady I don't want to grow up, I ain't ready And I'm too young, can't be arsed to make my beddy [Chorus] In this world, it's survival of the fittest I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest Why did I, think I'd be the illest Maybe even biggest In this world, it's survival of the fittest I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest Why did I, think I'd be the illest Maybe even biggest It's survival of the fittest [Verse 3] Life was all good until Cameron tried to end it Hasn't messaged me in days, I'm starting to get worried But my cousin saying that I'm too soft like McFlurry All these dark thoughts made me run off in a hurry Asking me to spill the sauce like a fucking curry Nobody cares about what's happening inside They just want to get an insight, and I've been polite Flying up my kite, my answers never right My life has turned to shite, I told him I never want to fight Cam told me he wants to die, I said "oh, alright" Never tried to help but now have I just ruined it Should I go message him and say that there's two in this But maybe it's too late, maybe I'm the mooing bitch [Chorus] In this world, it's survival of the fittest I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest Why did I, think I'd be the illest Maybe even biggest In this world, it's survival of the fittest I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest Why did I, think I'd be the illest Maybe even biggest It's survival of the fittest