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Lyrics

Ain't shit changing I'm wasting time Here on the same shit Drink 'til I'm fading Smoke 'til I'm anxious I hate it Yeah I hate it But don't need to face it I know I'm not chasing it Cuz I love what I'm feeling I'm not looking for reasons Yeah I love what I'm feeling But am I lost without meaning yet? Cuz I've been waiting all day just to get here It feels like I'm waiting always just to get here Feels like I Hate it Love it Fight it then leave it If I daydream I'll feed it So I try not to seek it Cuz I I hate that I love it I love that I feel it I feed it, so be it Can't fight it so fuck it It's just that I get so stuck in my thinking It's just I I try to leave it But the loop is repeating It's just It's just I'm lost In the sea on a wave off of love from a substance On a cloud in a dream Made of bliss in the mist where the ship has sunk It's just I… Hate it a lot But I love it a little bit more Because this feeling is not Quite what I was feeling before I'm just looking for my way out Out of my way Won't matter if I'm on my way down If I'm feeling upside down And I've been spending way too long looking lost through a mirror And looking back to the past and what's near should be clearer (Ooooh Ooooh) But I'm just looking for my way out Out of my way Won't matter if I'm on my way down If I'm feeling upside down And I've been spending way too long looking lost through a mirror And looking back to the past, and what's near should be clearer And I've been waiting all day just to get here It feels like I'm waiting always just to get here