Going Insane

Lyrics

[Verse 1: O-G-O] It's all disorderly, surrounding my being, I'm hearing loud screams shriek with the sound ofafiend I'm out tofeast, I'm getting fucked up, I'mbound to the street and this sour beast speaks tome,I'min a shroudof belief It assuresme everything'll be perfect if I give it what it wants, it'll fill up the hole, it'll stitch up my soul But I'm sick of this worship, doing worse shit every single day that I give up my hold While I let it take control of the way that I think and act and I'm sick of the false hope, I'ma break the bitches back Now I'm placing her in some shackles that'll save me in the battle I'm a mental motherfucker, there's no taming this contaminate Dangerous and I'm savage, when I'm raging I'm manic, I'm labelled as an addict, insatiable taste and I'm ravenous Being awake is a challenge, my compulsion it makes a habit out of anything I love, I'm breaking away and wreaking havoc You know I'm stricken living with this condition stuck, I'm living in prison, think my mind's sick and it's withered And I don't know why but I'm living so villainous Lies fill up my vision and I'm driven to die I'm hard-wired to self destruct, activate auto pilot I'm flying into the side of a cliff And I'm blind to the shit I invite into my life every time that I sell my trust I give my keys to it and it drives in circles, I'm chasing my tail, repeating all my mistakes I'm seeming forced to remain in the sequence, caught in the rain, and this demon's force is a bane and it's secretive Between my ears it lives, it feeds me fear and shit, keeps me coming on back to allow for more It's cunning and it's baffling, it's powerful, and I keep running but it tackles me and down I fall [Chorus: Mo.Louie] And I feel it tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick into the dark So I hit-hit-hit me down-down-down to a blistering numbing heart I'm crying, I'm dying Pump me with medicine, I just want to give in This nothingness I've fallen in and cut my life from everything [Verse 2: O-G-O] And then I sit back, and think about my pace should I be slowing it down? (nope) My brain'll flip that Any idea will drive this man into madness, I go beyond the limit rev it til the shit crash Moderation don't exist in my vocabulary, if I wanna use it I'll commit and the consequences are nil when I wanna do it in the moment I'm thinking of stopping, never myself I'm killing, I'm really my own adversary A momentary moment of clarity comes when I see the ones I love and they all hope that I manage To pummel the devil, I'm running forever from hunger, it's never enough and I'm stepping onto a slope that'll gradually plummet And I'm just keep tryna work shit out, doing the same things in different ways, I serve this clown It turns me out, disguised behind the curtains, out it shape-shifts then the motherfucker burns me down I'm just tryna make a difference in the world right now, I gotta start at myself, a lot to learn but how Do I begin? 'Cause now I'm begging it'll return my power, and right now, I'm giving in to the serpent's sound I'm constantly convicted, contradicted on the brink of some molten spit 'Cause vulcan's vicious coming from a hole within, was cold until the coal in my soul was lit And oh shit, now control is gonna slip, lost my hold 'cause it evolved, this monster's swift And I want this shit to stop but every time it's will unfolds I just fold and give myself Surrender to the one who destroys me, I don't understand it, I'm stuck and I fall in I find a way out then it draws me back into the pit and I can't even fuck with this torture [Chorus: Mo.Louie] And I feel it tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick into the dark So I hit-hit-hit me down-down-down to a blistering numbing heart I'm crying, I'm dying Pump me with medicine, I just want to give in This nothingness I've fallen in and cut my life from everything