Be My Drug

Lyrics

[Verse 1: O-G-O] Sedate me, I'm intoxicated by your presence You induce an altered state and I am highasever Watch your provocativeways, just solidate my minds endeavourto wash away the sombre strain of all the painthatlife'spresented I wanna escapethese people, themainstream I'm living in, day dreams and thinking of you Because you give me the safety to believe in a sanctum where it's simple we make peace and live in the groove Singing a tune, and everything is musical the way you move is beautiful, you let me into your room The passions rising, I'm inside you, the shimmer in the moon reflects the shine in your iris, this feeling is true Or is it, am I infatuated or obsessed? My longing for you is exacerbated from the stress I think I'm using you a coping mechanism that I'm grabbing just to validate and eradicate my loneliness Or at least attempt to, I don't know who I am so I beat my chest to This beat and I rap to relieve distress too In a deepened mess and I just need to let loose But the drugs have turned their back on me, I can't, it won't work reverse to that problem I burn the one person concerned enough to work for love, you nurture our world I latch on (yeah) Inebriated from the thought of you I stagger through this corridor, this hallway in my mind it's like I'm walking to A tournament falling into a duel with a sword that I choose in a war cause I'm caught in-between the force that distorted my view A contradiction inside, from loving you unconditionally then I'm thinking that you wish I would die I'm sick in the mind, the spirit, and the physical side You stick by me and I'm left just thinking why [Chorus: O-G-O, Mo. Louie & both] Will you change the way that I feel, will you be my drug? Will you stay when I say that its real, will you be my love? Please change the way that I feel, will you be my drug? And when I say that the pain is real, I'm insane and it's clear That I need your love Be my drug, will you be my drug? 'Cause I need your love (yeah) I fiend that buzz, fiend that buzz, will you be my drug? Be my drug, will you be my drug? 'Cause I need your love Yeah, I fiend your love, I need your love, baby just be my drug [Verse 2: O-G-O] And so I've heard the most powerful drug is another person (bubbling my brain chemistry) What I'm learning is I'm powerless over your influence, I can't reverse it (stumble through a maze endlessly) Just tryna find my feet, I write this life of mine one rhyme at a time, precise when I ride on the beat (just like a wave) And I'm in line with me, when I'm creating - I'm in control, I'm becoming what I strive to be If only I could grip you the way that I grip this, you slip through my fingertips and this bliss restricts my instincts I think that this kiss is different, it's the one that'll fix all this shit But I'm wrong again, I gotta get to know me better too Afraid to face myself, so I seek severance On the quest for connection, I never will get it as long as I'm running away and I keep running so I need endless (medication) Using anything outside of myself (desperation) I wanna stay alive in the swell (I'm getting anxious) I'm tryna just survive in this hell, the lies that I tell are cries for restoration I gave up that old life of mine of using and abusing to squash my feelings away Then you came in and you fucked me up worse, producing a tumour that got me living insane As bad as cancer, you're a toxic omen, you attract to damage like a moth to a flame And you act so damn nice and pop your potion then I grab it and have it then I've lost it again Out of control til I'm affecting my friends and my family cause you're infected, I had to reject you and say goodbye forever And I'm never ever looking your direction again, fuck off outta here I won't take you back, if you died'd be better [Chorus: O-G-O, Mo. Louie & both] Will you change the way that I feel, will you be my drug? Will you stay when I say that its real, will you be my love? Please change the way that I feel, will you be my drug? And when I say that the pain is real, I'm insane and it's clear That I need your love Be my drug, will you be my drug? 'Cause I need your love (yeah) I fiend that buzz, fiend that buzz, will you be my drug? Be my drug, will you be my drug? 'Cause I need your love Yeah, I fiend your love, I need your love, baby just be my drug [Bridge/Outro: O-G-O & Branford] Forgive my ignorance but, I guess it goes to show I'm, under your influence, I'm under your control Forgive my ignorance but, I guess it goes to show I'm, under your influence, I'm under your control I'm using you, and you're using me, it's nothing unusual to me I'm usually loose in the sea (drowning) thinking of you when I scream I'm using you, and your using me, it's nothing unusual to me When I lose it its true that I scream (shouting) thinking It's you that I need Forgive my ignorance but, I guess it goes to show I'm, under your influence, I'm under your control Forgive my ignorance but, I guess it goes to show I'm, under your influence, I'm under your control I'm using you, and you're using me, it's nothing unusual to me I'm usually loose in the sea (drowning) thinking of you when I scream I'm using you, and your using me, it's nothing unusual to me When I lose it its true that I scream (shouting) thinking It's you that I need [Outro: O-G-O & Mo. Louie] Will you be my drug? You that I need Will you be my love? You that I need