Lyrics

[Verse 1] I hate everyone I love For keeping me anchored to this earth It's in all their god damned support That I can't leave behind, a happy corpse [Verse 2] With a smile on my face And a hole in my chest 'cause there was a hole in my heart That no one could fix Yeah! [Bridge] Father asks 'why' but please I don't know why Mother keeps crying she can't let me go Talk going around about being institutionalized Cringing in my mind about the thought of being exorcised There's a demon in my brain and he's eating all my joy He's the same spawn of Satan that made me the boy I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am! [Pre-Chorus] I am such a fucking wreck I am such a fucking wreck And I'm sort of scared, I'm 19 years old Already dead-set on being alone So give me my klonopin And leave me alone Or god come about And let me leave home [Chorus] 'cause I hate myself For being self-involved And I love myself For being better than all With my nose in the air I can truly say You would miss me too much If I, if I were gone — Jackson