Lyrics

I've decided I've had Enough of dyin Day in day out day in day out They play for the prayer to pretend They pray for the one with the plan There's got to be a reason for livin! O I hope so! If I believe in me then I believe in you! There's got to be a reason forgivin! O I don't know! Can't you tell I've got go? Got to go where the wind blows! I've got to! wait! Hey, why don't you fuck off and die? Hey, why don't you go fuck yourself and then die? Wake up! I know! You've got it in you to grow! Day in day out day in day out Break in break out and then let go! The wind is calling you! You can't take it with you! Smell of piss reeks through the cold tile vault Jet fans whirr and the voices won't stop harmonizing Out of sync laughter And the taste of a beer Slurring pixel scraping eyelids makes me happier than I would be staring into Not The abundant— Staring into Not! Old night drifter staggers by Claims to be young Offers a hit and I accept— My veins claim varicose I must have broken my jaw Trying to smile It hurt, it hurt quite a bit It was all I could do but cry Tell the truth Or leave me behind You'll see that I am right And everybody else in line: You can fuck off and die "you're telling me you wanna leave You're telling me you wanna go?" Ee Sow fore Wrap a t shirt around it Old man take by hand Sufferin Where you Scant I watched them all drift Into that night And with their leaving But my thoughts not passing I knew I truly loved The hurt calls If only a hum A friend hangs freely A friend chokes softly A friend stops breathing All friends start leaving You had a name Throw where the wind blows All your ease The tear of your throat Leave self behind They want you too You had a name Go where the wind blows Forget your dreams You had a name Throw where the wind blows And all your ease: The tear of your throat