Lyrics

Go still Further Closer Mold enclosure, deform Crawl back child Individuated unsound while Sold enforcesure sold torn Steert wrong but found place Reconnecting, reconnecting Thousand eyes connecting hub Do not disconnect You're in your old brain now This is the end to the lonely now You feel it don't you? This is you, this is the true you The blue you, the real you The true you, the You you The one you, the zero you The me you, the me, too You're more you than you've ever been to defend too Sublimate doldrum face you No we didn't, no we didn't You can't hear that, don't look for it The sound was made up The sound was fed up It was just a murmur from a far off wind Then again, you'll search anyway Disconnect the legs Pedal faster you're on your bike again You feel the breeze upon your skin It's real, every kernel of air Waking up. release 4 milligrams There's something you must remember There's something you must ask yourself Now, do you remember/// [[GIVE ME BACK THE FEW MOMENTS WORTH HOLDING UNSCREEN MY MIND'S EYE THE SOARING OF MY OLD SELF UNPLUG MY FINGERS FROM YOU WAVE GOODBYE WITH SORING EYES]] As I move forward What is there forgetting What will dull What slips away? Riding on dad's back As he pretends to be a bull Ma's singing echoing from Down the hall She's playing Banjo Kazooie The short film Laura and Travis And I made on miniDV Meeting my brother He's wearing a bucket hat Making Christmas cookies At Nana's house Staring at ocean moonlight With Trey about the come-out Tipi'ing every house in town Graffiti tagging and driving fast Telling Nick goodbye before Afghanistan Grandma died the next day DJ and I play our first show in star city And I feel alive Laura and I in the crowd While Strike the Choir plays Seeing peepaw and kit In a cramped cabin Gary handing me his flask On a snowy day Nubbs scratching my back Laying on my hip Holding Bella's lifeless body Meeting Daisy Dad and Trey and I Cry at a Foo Fighters show Kolby and Jacob leave But we spin out around The gas station first Jay got too high The night before his wedding Kyle and I in a cold garage Jono saves my life Joey and I lay out On a bockspring Dustin and Starr And I go to the haunted house K2, and DJ driving me home Watching the fireworks By the river Reading tarot with Rachel Listening to Tyrus' dad Slip away My first fight My last fight Kissing my first partner In a cemetery W.C. feeling my callouses On his hospital bed My dad helping his dad Get out of bed The weight of his dad's coffin And Seeing my family In one place Once again