Dancing With The Devil

Lyrics

[Verse 1] He said he'd never do it again That was about as realistic as me Quitting on the pad and the pen I always focus on the good and not the bad in these men And now the Feds have gotta go and tell my mother I'm dead I think my soul left my body tenth kick to the head I blacked out on the fifth and the carpet went red I still remember all the dumb shit I said And the excuses that I used to try And make to all my family and friends Man the first time he hit me I should of left But it was only once I told myself plus I got him vex And plus I felt all his regret when he begged and he wept And told me baby since I did this to you I've barely slept Tryna fix a man that's trying to break me Never thought that love would kill me But it took my life like someone who hates me He clocks that I ain't moving so he panics and shakes me I'm on my way to God there ain't a thing that can wake me [Chorus] My head told me to leave but I never left and now I am dead My heart told me to stay now I'm in my grave and rotting away I was dancing with the devil now I'm singing with the angels [Verse 2] Always blaming me naming me and shaming me Should of known he was the devil the first day he fucking came to me It's insane to me he wasn't who he claimed to be And basically this mother fucker murdered me quite shamelessly I was too young to die what happened to my pride I swear I couldn't even look the mother fucker in his eyes without wondering what made him such a screw up Had me drinking for release until I couldn't stand and threw up I was talented some say I would of blew up When my head split the blood splatter Fucked my fucking shoes up Body all bruised up looking like a loser And the teeth in my gums couldn't get any looser I've been lying here for hours now Watching as this coward drowns In his fucking tears because he realised he's a sour clown I can picture all my loved ones crying I've been unhappy for a long time guess I was already dying [Chorus] My head told me to leave but I never left and now I am dead My heart told me to stay now I'm in my grave and rotting away I was dancing with the devil now I'm singing with the angels [Outro plays to fade]