Lyrics

[Instrumental Intro] [Spoken Intro] New England! [Verse 1] I'm rememberin' I promised to forget you now But it's rainin' and I'm callin' drunk And my medicine is drownin' your perspective out So I ain't takin' any fault Am I honest still? Am I half the man I used to be? I doubt it, forget about it, whatever It's all the same anyways [Chorus] I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown In the name of someone I no longer know For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone Traffic lights and a transmitter radio I don't like that, when they threw me in the car I gave your name as my emеrgency phone call Honey, it rang and rang Evеn the cops thought you were wrong for hangin' up I'd dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you [Post-Chorus] New England! [Verse 2] I'm untetherin' from the parts of me you'd recognize From charmin', to alarmin' in seconds I'll be bedridden, I'll let the pain metastasize But that's morning, I'll forget it And the dial tone is all I have [Chorus] I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown In the name of someone I no longer know For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone Traffic lights and a transmitter radio I don't like that, when they threw me in the car I gave your name as my emergency phone call Honey, it rang and rang Even the cops thought you were wrong for hangin' up I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you [Bridge] I beg you, sir, just let me call I'll give you my blood alcohol I'll rot with all the burnouts in the cell I'll change my faith, I'll praise the flag Let's wait, I swear she'll call me back "Son, are you a danger to yourself?" Well, fuck that, sir, just let me call I'll give you my blood alcohol I'll rot with all the burnouts in the cell I'll change my faith, I'll kiss the badge Let's wait, I swear she'll call me back "Son, why do you do this to yourself?" [Chorus] And I said I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown In the name of someone I no longer know (I no longer know) For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone Traffic lights and a transmitter radio I don't like that, when they threw me in the car I gave your name as my emergency phone call Honey, it rang and rang Even the cops thought you were wrong for hangin' up I'd dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'll die for you [Spoken Bridge] I'd fuckin' die for you, Fenway Park I cannot believe this shit, man! Woo! [Chorus] I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown In the name of someone I no longer know For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone Traffic lights and a transmitter radio I don't like that when they threw me in the car I gave your name as my emergency phone call Honey, it rang and rang Even the cops thought you were wrong for hangin' up I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you [Spoken Outro] It's so good to be home! My name is Noah Kahan. I'm from Strafford, Vermont, I lived up the road in Watertown, Massachusetts. My mom went to Boston College, my dad went to M.I.T., and I'm playing fucking Fenway Park tonight! If I had enough words, I would tell you what this meant to me, but I'm just gonna play my sad, fucking depressing music…and hope that you guys hear it. Uh, this next song is, uh, is an anthem for, uh, for wishing people the worst, and I thought it would be perfect to play here in New England