Perpetual.

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I think that I'm crying my girl thinks I'm lying she probably right and it's easy to tell Not that it matters but I seen the patterns The way that its going's the way that it has been - she leaving as well Honestly, probably, I got some problems that gotta be ended God, I be sinning. God I be hurting God I'm not worthy of any of this, and I'm winning I don't even feel what I thought I'd be feeling - don't feel like myself I cheat on my girlfriend, I feed on the world And the best I can do underwhelms me I'm failing, I'm failing myself I gotta get help Gotta get… I don't tell the truth much I don't think I do much I don't think I'm too much - I'm killing myself I'm really in hell The way that I'm living I'm just kinda feeling it out And I'm wheeling about like I'm willing to fail I'm still in good health. But mentally not though It's bigger than self. The me has got deeper inside me its harder to find me And no one can tell Stop I can't be happy all the time Cus I'm not [Chorus] We know You ought ya be your best, no? But we know it's hard to be your best though Cus honesty - Honesty's perpetual Honestly perpetual [Verse 2] My ex trynna trap me I told her I'm happy And now she mad at me, she mad at the world, and she mad at herself It's bad for your health Look let me he- …there goes the trap again - you don't need sympathy Honestly, been there get over it over it over it Honestly, just gotta take what you make it and roll with it Way too much to lose to leave it at praying and hope for it You gotta Make it and you gotta take it and roll with it Still call me "nigga" so you know that I know what hopeless is Can't be complacent. Heaven's adjacent to hopelessness Poverty, robberies, hommies and poppies and homelessness Infertile ovaries…just let me close with this- I don't talk about things I don't know about I don't talk about sports, 'cause I don't know First offenses or courts, 'cause I don't go And I live in L.A., 'cause it don't snow And I'm not the same person when I'm cold… I'm not a lil man now I'm old… I'm a young man Once I gave a lot away for a dumb plan Now I'm thinking steps ahead in the finite game - to the infinite 'fore they cut the soul, they were crimping it Aim on lock, life on living it Used to watch the minister - all riveted Aim on goal – stance on pivoting To account for the earth And the universe according to my research… I think it's all one thing And if it's really all in my mind, then the people are too So if I fix myself, we gonn be alright And the bad things that we see fall out of sight [Chorus] We know You ought ya be your best, no? But we know it's hard to be your best though Cus honesty - Honesty's perpetual Honestly perpetual