Lyrics

[Verse 1] Time after time, I wonder what could have been If our lives weren't filled with presumed sin Where you lay, along with our love is a black hyacinth And I don't know what, what kind of state you were in [Pre-Chorus] And every single day, I wonder how we could have lived Now I know how Rose felt when Jack couldn't swim [Chorus] How I long for the feeling to come back in my heart It hurts whenever the pain comes to start A piece of you will stay on my mind Hopefully, this wound will heal up in time I'm numb inside, my whole lifе fell apart [Verse 2] My whole life shrеdded in 3 months But nothing is new under this blazing sun And I wonder if you're up there, having fun It's selfish, I know, but I wish I could run [Pre-Chorus] And every single day, I wonder how we could have lived Now I know how Rose felt when Jack couldn't swim [Chorus] How I long for the feeling to come back in my chest You left me a note, saying this is for the best A piece of you will stay on my mind Hopefully, this wound will heal up in time You went down south when I had to move west [Verse 3] I can't sleep at night without screaming My eyes are so wide awake but I'm dreaming My head is spinning and you've got me teething The floors are missing, I can't find the ceiling My mind is running at the fastest paces Cause I just want to know where your face is Picking up the pieces, trying to find the traces You keep me awake while my mind spaces My dad and my mom don't understand Exactly how I felt when I held your hand How I felt running with you on the warm sand But nothing went as I had planned Right now I need to let go Because you're never coming home You're never coming home, oh no