...hole in the sky

Lyrics

[Verse 1: rainboyy & Mysterious Voice] Nigel, you crazy nigga! My hands are shakin', I forgot my medication And my head is always achin, blue Blue vein domain in my achy breaky hands And that's why I can't text you So go fuck yourself, I don't need your help Or your moms or any of your friends I'm gonna go insane, befriend the pain Until my miserable little end [Pre-Chorus: rainboyy] Cause I'm sick in my head, I wanna be dead And that's why I can't get out of bed So listen closely, I'm coping (mostly) And you're coping all the way, friend [Chorus: rainboyy] I don't know how, I don't know why But I think somehow I've made you cry I think somehow I've learned to fly I think I've torn a hole in the sky I don't know how, I don't know why But I'll keep trying to find out 'til I die I think I've gotten way too high on my supply I don't know how, I don't know why [Verse 2: Nigel32] My head is hurting, the meds aren't working And my hands are shaking badly too Feels like my blood is going in the opposite direction So that's why I will no longer talk to you Bitch, go screw yourself, I don't need your help Or your dads' or any of your besties I'm gonna go insane, befriend the pain Until I become weird in my twenties [Pre-Chorus: Nigel32] Cause I'm sick in my head, I wanna be dead And that's why I can't get out of bed So listen closely, I'm coping (mostly) And you're coping all the way, friend [Chorus: Nigel32] I don't know how, I don't know why But I think somehow I've made you cry I think somehow I've learned to fly I think I've torn a hole in the sky I don't know how, I don't know why But I'll keep trying to find out 'til I die I think I've gotten way too high on my supply I don't know how, I don't know why [Post-Chorus: Both] I don't know how, I don't know how I don't know why-y-y-y-y I don't know how, I don't know how But I know that you wish I could die [Bridge: Both] Cause I'm sick in my head, I wanna be dead And that's why I can't get out of bed Cause I'm sick in my head, I wanna be dead And that's why I can't get out of bed Cause I'm sick in my head, I wanna be dead And that's why I can't get out of bed Cause I'm sick in my head, I wanna be dead And that's why I can't get out of bed [Chorus: Both] I don't know how, I don't know why But I think somehow I've made you cry I think somehow I've learned to fly I think I've torn a hole in the sky I don't know how, I don't know why But I'll keep trying to find out 'til I die I think I've gotten way too high on my supply I don't know how, I don't know why [Post-Chorus: Both] I don't know how, I don't know how I don't know why-y-y-y-y I don't know how, I don't know how But I know that you wish I could die I don't know how, I don't know how I don't know why-y-y-y-y I don't know how, I don't know how But I know that you wish I could die