My Side of the Story

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Hopefully, emotionally, you can cope with this truthful shit I'm about to spit The realest shit I ever wrote, so please don't judge me for my sins Cause shit Goddamn it's a lot of them Shit Goddamn it's a lot of them Women and pride where should I begin Women and pride where should I begin Let's start with '97 in love with Meagan Good, puppy love, first time ever She was sayin' wait, even back then had me streesin' Had a man, had to expect it, so I called her my best friend But like kids, we had plans for a wedding But I start pimpin', skippin' church hurt, felt neglected Was it my mama fault her only child kept gettin' rejected Move from projects to projects, and wrote me off like credit Then all of a sudden the unsuspected, fell in love with Alexis The sex was unprotected, Danika too, we tested Yup you guessed it, I got her pregnant Then she miscarried on 9/11 In heaven is where my best is invested In Jesus name, I told the lord that I learned my lesson In Hollywood out of element, made a deal with the devil I promise I'ma be celibate But shit, you already know that was over hella quick Now hella chicks that was relevant Young Cannon was killin' it Famous, the nameless fucked me for free, a few freaks who sellin' it Diana turned me around, now I'm back on track Bible study 7 days a week made me believe she had my back Never think that she'd mislead and stab me in the back But I ain't mad Now my trust issues is at an all-time wack I don't call chicks back I'm like fuck all they asses, only pay my taxes I don't pay no attention to them bitches who flashin' Those bitches is plastic, we don't love dem hoes But we lovin' their passion We love who they wanna be, perfection and fashion Yeah, my defense mechanism's, milly rockin' and dabbin' Got me pushin' 'em back and got me pushin' it passed 'em I was pushin' a Navi and that's when I met Tina I mean, I mean my ting she was my queen to be We was two peas and the world happened What happened? What happened? Now, I'm rappin' Got caught up with sauce and them awesome bitches I bagged 'em But had I known I would damage our magic I promise I would never ever ever would've pulled them tricks Cut to Ms. Thomas when I saw her 2006 Tried to holler, but I thought she was in love with another libra nigga I can't lie I think I'm fascinated with these R&B singers Ever since I used to stalk Brandy on the set of "Moesha" Met Ray J's stylist, she was smilin' and creepin' She was bout it, I was bout it, now let's go get pizza Kim was the flyest chick I get why Kanye be wylin' and tweakin' The most photographed woman since Mona Lisa But that pornographic feature had my ego depleted My agents callin' me screamin', that I don't need it So I retreated to Las Vegas escapin' with Selita Ready to elope, or hope it was a secret But Victoria ain't trust her, and I didn't either Broke my heart and started beffin', fuck it I'm vegan And everybody thought her ring was the same as the diva's But you never give queens the same thing, I mean That's rule number one when puttin' diamonds on their fingers Before that last trip to Jacob, had to make-up with Scherzinger Was in love with Nicole, think I still am Cause she so cold Goddamn Can't let go, Goddamn But my dream girl appeared and made it with my soul We made it 7 years, itchin' man I wanted mo' Forever was the goal, but this world is throwed The only thing that keeps me goin is my five-year olds Something 'bout a child's soul that can find a diamond in coal My mind's said I gotta have some mo' Golden Should I feel guilty cause I'm in love with Brittany But jesscia's hatin', Jen is angry and Reese is leavin' Cause my love was so shaky My words so deceiving I love 'em all, it's my fault, they don't believe me Damaged goods, broken wings, my spirit is grieving Maybe one day I would find someone who loves me for me Until I meet her, I'll keep singing [Hook] I shed so many tears on this song You know I made it for you Girl you know that it's true I do love you Shed so many tears on this song You know I made it for you Girl you know that it's true I still love you [Bridge] You could have a piece of my love It's waiting for you Girl it's true I love you Never really want to put the blame on you All I want to do is put my name on you Aww yeah And it's my truth, it's my truth It's my truth girl, can you handle that? [Hook] I shed so many tears on this song You know I made it for you Girl you know that it's true I do love you Shed so many tears on this song You know I made it for you Girl you know that it's true I still love you [Second Bridge] I was young and hella reckless Baby I apologize for all my messin' Baby, baby I done definitely learned my lesson Praise the lord and hallelujah You're the one I wanna do, ya know Lil mama ill with it Know I'm hard to deal with Put up with my bullshit And she wanna still kick it Know she wanna kill bitches When she find them naked pictures All up on my phone, checkin' questionin' a real nigga [Bridge] You could have a piece of my love It's waiting for you Girl it's true I love you [Hook] I shed so many tears on this song You know I made it for you Girl you know that it's true I do love you Shed so many tears on this song You know I made it for you Girl you know that it's true I still love you