Realize

Lyrics

[Intro] Kenoe [Chorus: Lil Dump] I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie [Verse 1: Lil Dump] I'm gettin' used to it Claimin' they fuck with you, but they don't, they just come around and see how you do it It ain't nothin' 'til they comin' up Niggas hatin', mines wantin' me out of Baton Rouge I can't leave, I got love for my hood, I been feelin' misunderstood And if I fall, who could I call on? Call on? Hurtin', I can't even call my dawg phone 'cause his soul gone Can't evеn charge it to the game, all I can say is, "Livе long" Try to do right, no matter what, they still gon' say I'm dead wrong Read my Bible scriptures with my niggas, you still'll get your head blown Dealin' with my success, they know I'm next, I'm tryna head on Ain't been the same ever since unc' got stretched, I been feelin' all alone Plus, they say I'm blessed, like, where it's at? Bro still totin' on that chrome Want to make it in life? Gotta sacrifice, even the ones you love Gotta pay the price to live right, even for a thug I remember takin' baths with no hot water in the tub Washin' my clothes up in the sink, still see stains if you ain't scrub And all the demons make me grind harder (And think smarter) Had to get my life in order Still argue with my real father Wasn't there for me, all he do is bother Gotta be there for my son, take care of my moms and my little sister daughter And he gave away some tears, I can't get back, I made rappin' a starter [Chorus: Lil Dump] I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie [Verse 2: Rojay MLP] Imagine bein' the oldest in the crib, teachin' yo' siblings how to live I ran the streets out with my peers, I found out that no love was here Look at my daughter in the face was just like lookin' in the mirror Your father made a lot of sacrifices just to make it here My mama died when I was eleven, what the fuck I was 'posed to do? My granny raised me, thirteen years later, then I lose her too The only time I paint a picture is when I'm rappin' in the booth When you speak less and learn a lesson, that's when you gon' get the truth I toss and turn and I try make it right Turnin' darkness into light We not promised second chances, we only got one life 'Member all the bullshit, you can see it in my eyes Against the odds we survived, we eat more, don't never die [Chorus: Lil Dump] I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie [Verse 3: NBA Big B] Came up as a bad child, easy tempt or ready for the crash out (Crash, huh) Was seventeen, runnin' down on Shell, I had my mask off My mama called, I just spark that bitch and take the tag off Youngin' five up, but he don't talk, say it ain't nothin' to brag 'bout Lost my brother and my grandma in the same year (The same year) They say that they ain't scared of death, they lyin', all them niggas fear (All them niggas fear) Don't know why they depend on me, they actin' like I got 'em here That nigga ain't no friend of me, he a snake, might have to get him killed (Might have to get him killed) Won't run from nothin', I'm shootin' on sight (On sight) Modified glizzy, got a switch, it came with a sight He watched his brother bleed on side him, ever since, ain't been right Ain't watch the rearview, he was slippin' and got caught at the light (Yeah) [Chorus: Lil Dump] I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie