Lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been sitting in my room Without the lights on lately Silence fills my head with smoke I'm wondering why I hate me Tryin' to drown out the quiet with some old blink-182 And I turn it so loud Yeah, I turn it so loud, so loud, so loud [Chorus] Maybe sometimes I lie awake at night I can't close my eyes, don't wanna look inside 'Cause I can't get out of my head My mind begins to wander I'm never leaving my room Don't wanna be a bother [Verse 2] Slowly moving forward I feel like a joke to you If only you could see things From my broken point of view Thanksgiving and I moved back home Sad scared kid with no place to go I nevеr felt more alone With my hеad in my hands and a pile of snow I wish I never took your call So you wouldn't have the chance to make me feel so small They ask me if it hurts at all So I look them in the eyes and I say [Chorus] Maybe sometimes I lie awake at night I can't close my eyes, don't wanna look inside 'Cause I can't get out of my head My mind begins to wander I'm never leaving my room Don't wanna be a bother [Bridge] I've been listening to the same three songs on repeat I'll tune out for hours Then I'll turn it louder, louder, louder Don't wanna be a bother (And I'll just tune out for hours, hours) (Don't wanna be a bother) (And I'll just tune out for hours, hours) (Don't wanna be a bother) (And I'll just tune out for hours, hours) (Don't wanna be a bother) Thanksgiving and I moved back home Sad scared kid with no place to go I never felt more alone With my head in my hands and a pile of snow I wish I never took your call So you wouldn't have the chance to make me feel so small They ask me if it hurts at all So I look them in the eyes and I say [Chorus] Maybe sometimes I lie awake at night I can't close my eyes, don't wanna look inside 'Cause I can't get out of my head My mind begins to wander I'm never leaving my room Don't wanna be a bother