Heavy

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Stuck in a dream with no means and no ends Wastin' my time, I don't see the progress Waitin' in line, I won't eat, I'm so stressed Pacin' my mind till I OD with no meds Had everything on track, what happened? I got sick, got mad, got scattered I lost it, that pizazz, that action Down the drain with the rest of that passion Days in, days out, heads in the same cloud Same gig, same town, everything the same now Everything is played out, over my head (Nah) I'm loathin' the path that I've chosen to tread I'm over the trend, not close with my friends 'Cause I know that my motions are cloaked in regret Don't know how close, but I know it's the edge If I don't get some hope, I'm approachin' the end like, yo I try to show some respect But I hate what I see, and I'm over the net Just a hoax, or a pest, or a clone of the rest But I know that I'm vexed, so, to cope, I repress Stuck in a mind, but I can't unwind Run from the life, but it's faster than I So I duck, and I hide while I'm passin' the time And erupt on a mic with the bars that I write [Chorus] Days in, days out Everything the same now Fade in, fade out Head up in that same cloud Everything has weight now It's heavy, heavy Everything has changed now It's heavy, heavy Days in, days out Everything the same now Fade in, fade out Head up in that same cloud Everything has weight now It's heavy, heavy Everything has changed now It's heavy, heavy [Verse 2] Everything has weight now—heavy, heavy Everything I say now—petty, petty Don't wanna change, I'll change when I'm ready They say celebrate, I ain't see no confetti (Nah) Every day, wake up in a mist I told you to go, but I love you to bits Now I roll with the flow, like I'm stuck in a rip When I'm older I'll know, but I'm young, just a kid Or I'm dumb and a dick, or a dunce or a prick Now I'm done with my shit, so no wonder you skipped So you run to the sticks with your mum and your sis' And I'm stuck in a bits with my drums and a kick Back of the bus, earbuds to the head Run from my thoughts till I busted my leg Now I'm stuck on a fence with a bunch of regret And it's tough, but I guess that is something you get (Yeah) So I keep my head down in the dirt Scroungin' around with the nouns and the verbs I know I'm soundin' absurd But when I'm out of words, I found that it works So why's everything that I feel so heavy? Why's it all just so heavy? Maybe I just ain't ready Maybe I just ain't ready [Chorus] Days in, days out Everything the same now Fade in, fade out Head up in that same cloud Everything has weight now It's heavy, heavy Everything has changed now It's heavy, heavy Days in, days out Everything the same now Fade in, fade out Head up in that same cloud Everything has weight now It's heavy, heavy Everything has changed now It's heavy, heavy