Up In Smoke

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head "Get out of bed" she said So self-destructive Up in smoke, all came to nothing Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense I wish you'd see my point of view You're so uptight, loosen your screws [Verse 2] Try to find the words that you expect me to say I know I let you down again I get it I see that look in your eye I just hoped you could see Swear to God that I tried I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't And I'm sorry Heard you call Did you want me? [Bridge] I had it all but inside I was drowning [Chorus] Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me I can't live up to all your standards Can we learn to disagree? [Verse 3] Building back the trust you lost in me again You're so upset and stressed So disappointed Dig up the past Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead I know I fuck up every time I fall apart, you fall in line [Verse 4] I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough A desperate longing from trust I get so close but I crush it again My integrity's spent I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end When you're gone, I'll be broken Let it out Cut me open [Bridge] Bury my head in my hands How will I ever redeem myself? [Instrumental Break] [Chorus] Pressure weighing down on me I can't live up to all your standards Can we learn to disagree? Pressure weighing down on me When I can't give you all the answers You expect the worst of me [Outro] Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head "Get out of bed" she said So self-destructive Up in smoke, all came to nothing Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head "Get out of bed" she said So self-destructive Up in smoke, all came to nothing