Depression Freestyle At 4:20 Am

Lyrics

[Verse] I always feel so fuckin' alone Why can't you ever even check the phone? Sometimes I wonder if you even love me Or if the love will last forever You are my savior, but you're also a burden I'm burnin' my pain in the wood Strikin' this match, it just never felt so good I take the fuckin' noose and tie it around my neck, yeah And I'm always smokin' just to stay high I'm fightin' the hunger 'cause my check barely even helps, huh I'm under the weather And all she ever wants is new leather Like Gucci, Louis, or Chanel I fell in love, but then it broke my heart So I toughened up like a soldier She wish I coulda hold her But you know what? I'm afraid 'cause I'm gettin' colder Just like my skin from the cuts, ha, yeah Just like my skin from the cuts, and I'm losin' my mind And there's nothin' to find, everything to hide The third eye opened up And I see the pain in my blunt You know what? I cut these cunts off 'cause now they dead They all runnin' in my head Fuckin' depressed and obsessed with these pills Can't even go in, not even for thrills Fuck it, I give you chills down your spine 'Cause I'm fuckin' done when I take the gun, yeah And blow my fuckin' brains out 'Cause I'm in so much fuckin' pain Yeah, 'cause I'm fuckin' dead