Dark Thoughts

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Nmozzie] Every day I fucking cry I don't even know why I try Suicide on my mind, yeah Is she really down to ride? I don't even know So we fuck it up on the low Skin turnin' pale, why? 'Cause I'm fuckin' dead Eyes bloodshot red If everything fails, I still got a gun When I feel it stun, uh Then I pop it like a pill Feelin' really ill when I see you Give you goosebumps, chills down your spine Hold up, I'm just slumped off a few Xans In the crowd with a few fans Smokin' on some propane stove from Hank Trill Sniffin' on some cocaine, what is your pain? I just put a blunt to my brain, uh Smoke the THC, smoke that CBD For my PMV, play her like a DVD I'm in love with LSD, she loves PCP I'm poppin' thirties just to stop my worries, yeah I know that they hurt me And death is waitin' for me just to hit the dirt now [Interlude: Scalladosis] Yeah, death is waiting for me Ayy, yeah, yeah This some fucked up shit, some hard shit [Verse 2: Scalladosis] Take the knife, feel the blade cutting deep Feel like Samuel L. Jackson, wanna go the fuck to sleep All of these goddamn struggles, I don't wanna keep C4, it go beep beep beep Every time I talk, it's like there's just a bleep I fucking hate this shit, I wish it would just go away Them boys tellin' me I should hang, but I don't want no mo' today Everyone's on my dick, fuckin' me up, they should know to pay All of this anger and sadness, wish they could flow away But they don't, so I'm punchin' holes in the walls That bitch lickin' on my balls Beatin' on my dick in the motherfuckin' stalls Thoughts of sick and twisted shit get in my head, it isn't distant I tried telling them about it, but they didn't listen Thoughts of suicide, but I got too much to lose, yeah Give up or fight through the pain, I gotta choose, ayy I got the blues, but I don't have any clues, yeah Feel like the Ninja Turtles 'cause I'm sippin' on that ooze, bitch (Bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch)