Better Dayz

Lyrics

Yeah Nat King Yo Someone said that life gets easier with every step I take Every breath I take, every move I make I seem to hesitate Emotional spectrum outta wack I sit and contemplate My future is pointless, I'm feelin trapped in a depressive state Holdin' myself to higher standards I believe I can meet But yet I hold myself back keeping my talents discreet If I could just let go who knows what I could complete But yet my inner demons struggle like they tryna compete So much stress is weighin' down on my body That I forget that I'm blessed while still wishin' I had bugattis Uh Puttin' more pressure on me, which then affects everybody And I know it ain't fair, to us it's more than a hobby My thoughts get darker the longer I try to keep 'em in check And with my money coming and going I write down regrets I've fallen victim to the voice in my head That with the anger inside has gotta nigga in debt Damn Holding on to happy thoughts, I lose myself in my ways Hoping to see more better days but I'm afraid of the change I know the money and the fame could never heal growing pains But with the road that I travel on now I'm just fading away I'm just fading away I want the money and the fame (I'm just fading away) Hoping for better days (I'm just fading away) Uh Full of self loathin, anger grows from the soil of hate Sprouting self doubt I close my mouth and watch the toil it takes Wondering why I never cry, but see turmoil in my face I learned to lie, emotions hide, increase the oil it takes To spark a change, just sit back and fan the flames 'Til I'm burning in my anger, but as I cook I feel no pain Knowing I can break you down if I spoke a single phrase But is it worth the consequences if my pride is being saved? I think too much about others and it's become a burden They hold me up like a rack when what I do is working But they ain't got my back cause if I fail then imma curtain Just leave me hanging, boy this rope is my sermon And as I'm fallin even deeper into darkness I question Is the money and the fame really worth the transgressions? 'Cause the depression that I house is coming out with aggression And as a tenant who tends to tense up I need possession ('Cause the depression that I house is coming out with aggression And as a tenant who tends to tense up I need possession) Holding on to happy thoughts, I lose myself in my ways Hoping to see more better days but I'm afraid of the change I know the money and the fame could never heal growing pains But with the road that I travel on now I'm just fading away I'm just fading away I want the money and the fame (I'm just fading away) Hoping for better days (I'm just fading away) Holding on to happy thoughts, I lose myself in my ways Hoping to see more better days but I'm afraid of the change I know the money and the fame could never heal growing pains But with the road that I travel on now I'm just fading away I'm just fading away I want the money and the fame (I'm just fading away) Hoping for better days (I'm just fading away) (Holdin' on to happy thoughts I lose myself in my ways) (Hopin' to see more better days but I'm afraid of the change) (I know the money and the fame could never heal growing pains) (But with the road that I travel on now, I'm just fading away)