if i could be more direct (tbh)

Lyrics

[Verse 1: N33T] Been thinkin' about suicide It seems a little permanent Arms are crossed, these wings won't fly I couldn't think to leave just yet 'Cause what's the rush to get to the end? You've got a little bit more time to spend You're lackin' faith, you'll just wait and pretend, ooh [Chorus: N33T & dossyx] Give me somethin' else to believe in 'Cause I've been lookin' myself and I can't seem to find a thing [Verse 2: dossyx] Been thinkin' about myself (Oh, yeah, about myself) It makes me a little nervous (Oh, oh) If I will stay just time might tell But I'm not ready to leave just yet I've always acted like I never cared (Yeah, yeah) But that's the burden that I chose to bear The steps we take can be so unfair (Oh, oh) [Chorus: N33T & dossyx] Give me somethin' else to believe in 'Cause I've been lookin' myself and I can't seem to find a thing [Verse 3: N33T] Maybe I'll spend time just livin' my life And take in all of the things in my head I know that it's fine, feels different inside Just like all of the things that you've said Oh, hurry inside, I think I'm goin' insane I'll just sit in the back and figure out my brain Could fantasize But I don't know where to be, what to see I think I really should be gettin' some sleep (Ooh) [Bridge: N33T & dossyx] Distant nights Where my imagination takes me I feel the cool breeze runnin' through my hair As I feel signs of comfort, of comfort I'm out of time I feel it comin' A singe of darkness under my skin And I don't know if I can stop it this time (Try, try, ooh) [Chorus: N33T & dossyx] Give me somethin' else to believe in (Oh) 'Cause I've been lookin' myself and I can't seem to find a thing [Outro: dossyx] Wonder how it felt When I could see through the fumes And a spark of hope just lit inside of me