rot (sped up)

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I lie on the floor My stench fills the air I feel pain But it's numb Falling apart As my mind begins to unravel [Verse 2] I don't think I'm dead But I'm not living either My mind feels like a chaotic mess Rotting away After so many years of destroying myself again and again [Verse 3] I wish I could find healing I know where to get it But for some reason I can't bring myself to change I'm not entirely sure why