god?

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I guess it kinda hurts sometimes even when I say I think I'm fine It's all upon my shoulders, I'm only getting older I'm losing all the faith I had which isn't much, but it's still sad And I guess I kinda scare myself when I realize how much I've changed They think me pretty odd because I don't believe in God But I'm learning how to pray anyway, hey But I do believe in something, I just don't know what it is I can't put my finger on it, but I hope that it exists So I lean into a faith that I've never called my own I look back and call it fate like there's some reason I don't know [Chorus] 'Cause I'm searching for a sign Something more divine Sitting up and I'm Praying 'cause it don't hurt to try Praying 'cause I'm already high If I keep going up, then I'm fine If somebody answers the door in the sky My first question is gonna be "Why?" [Verse 2] There's a voice that I am hearing, there's a pounding in my head Gotta search for greater purpose so I'm one more step ahead So I lean into a faith that I've never called my own I look back and call it fate like there's some reason I don't know And I question my existence and if things are meant to be I block out all of the noise and all the faces that I see Try to focus on the image of where I wanna be I'll figure out my future, manifest my destiny [Chorus] Searching for a sign Something more divine Sitting up and I'm Praying 'cause it don't hurt to try Praying 'cause I'm already high If I keep going up, then I'm fine If somebody answers the door in the sky My first question is gonna be "Why?"