Tired of Living

Lyrics

[Steph] I'm tired [SOS] So tired.. Uh [Steph] Of living .. In this world So tired.. I'm tired [SOS] So tired.. Yeah [Steph] Of living .. In this world So tired.. [SOS] I gotta live it even though I'm tired of living [Verse 1: Mr. SOS] Early afternoons, Late night mornings No wonder I'm confused by the way that my life's forming It's like the world's topsy-turvey I went from falling in love to crying cause my daughter's mom deserted me In a strange place far from home With no family, just the fact that my family's gone to haunt me while I'm alone Broken down to my last piece of furniture Access denied to the person that I'm working for Imagine if your first born became a court case And to see her, fill out forms and you can have her on Thursdays Making you another man with a divorcè And baby mamma who ain't ever love you in the first place It's enough to make you contemplate suicide But who would tell your side of the story if you were to die? History's written by the winners So I gotta try to live it Even though I'm tired of living Yeah.. [Hook] [Steph] Even when I'm tired of living [SOS] So tired.. Uh [Steph] I try to give it.. Living in the world [SOS] I Gotta live it even though I'm tired of living [Steph] Even when I'm tired of living [SOS] So tired.. Yeah [Steph] I try to give it.. Living in the world [SOS] Fuck... These are the hardest times Reason is cause we're blind By things that have caused us to cry until peace is hard to find I know the planet overshadows my predicaments Children are starving Minutemen murder innocent immigrants Preachers pollute churches by committing sins inside them Hasn't looked this bad since Gomorrah slept with Sodom Who's sain? Nobody Man is maniacal Learning to love the bomb like the planet is fireproof God, damnit, I'm tired, you've got to show me a sign Sometimes I can't tell if it's harder to live or die So I count my blessings and I feel like they're decreasing But these blessings happen to be my greatest achievements Flickering light at the end of the tunnel, hard to see it But if I focus then I can reach it So come walk with me then And the next time you have trouble breathing Consider those that are grieving for different reasons Yeah.. [Bridge: Steph] I'm stuck in this bubble feeling so lonely The view is so infinite, but it's only me To deal with these troubles of mine Moving but lagging behind God won't you lift these burdens upon me It's scary when you don't know what the next day brings But it's only your mind making it worse than it seems So, all I do is keep going to the beat Knowing that it could be the key moment [Hook]