Lyrics

Yea I want to dedicated this one to my mother Miss you rested in peace forever in my heart Dedication going out, to my mother one and only Mother when you hold me, I feel it coming on me How could I begin, what I never thought would end It was me and you alone, to the end now I spend Most of my time, measuring up in my mind trying to figure out What that drama's all about, how can I explain All this pain that I felt, when you left me All alone, crazy thoughts up in my dome No I'm not the first, and I know I'm not the last But you was in the hearse, when I learned about the past I know how they betrayed, and I know how they lied But for me they got to pay, cause of you I'm here alive Driving me insane, not to mention any names I'll catch em on the bound, I know they're all the same The greatest of pretenders, the ending of September Forgive them I will not, I want them to remember [Chorus x2] How can I forget, those I know I won't forgive How do you expect me to live, when I know I won't give Any peace to the ones that betrayed you I'm the one that felt the pain when we layed you I got my lil sister, and got both of my brothers We looking at one another, cause we're thinking about the other Caught up in the pity, couldn't make it to the wake Cause some hoe broke the rules, now he's serving for the state What a thing to lose, while you're sitting in your blues Put yourself up in his shoes, how we felt to hear the news I guess I'll never know, but I send him all my love I'm picturing his hand as I'm throwing on the white glove And I know that my bro and his soul Was right there with us cause I felt it in my guts Never in my life did I think we'd get the knife In the back by our own how they left us all alone They neglected and shot us to the left And then they came around when they heard about the death But no I'm not the one I'm the evil third son I'm Mr Lil One Ain't not stoppin till I'm done [Chorus] Now props to my mother I'll see you when I'm gone You told me along, that one day I'd be the bomb So right before I step, let me give all the respect In the world to my mother, my sister, and my three brothers And my lil baby girl, you're my world Forever be the dad that I never in my life had But I guess I never needed him Cause even as a little kid, I had already defeated him I was born and he left me all alone Couldn't even find a motherfuckin quarter for the phone But no excuses he ought to be ashamed Cause only in the name, could we ever be the same So I remain in a hostile kind of mode Many grudges that I hold, help to keep my blood ice cold I explode to the next episode Motherfuck him and his drama This one's for my mama