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[Verse 1] We were texting 'bout something innocuous Like TV shows or podcasts or Dungeons & Dragons We are always cute and kind to each other You would never hurt me intentionally, no, you're my guy Then something got lost in communication Suddenly I feel like I got stuck at the wrong station Demons from my past rear their heads from the tracks And suddenly I'm paralysed by my traumatic past [Chorus] First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongеst feeling that I wanna die First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I gеt (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongest feeling that I wanna die [Verse 2] Crying on the floor, repetition compulsion Looking for read receipts, trapped in dysfunction I just need you to tell me you love me But my behaviour's entirely contrary I know what I'm feeling's completely irrational Nothing you've done is overtly in fractional This is just demons and ghosts and leeches For now, I'm the one who's got the stitches [Chorus] First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongest feeling that I wanna die First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongest feeling that I wanna die [Bridge] I love you, yeah, you know I do I just got a little loose screw Demons sure do mess with you Make you wanna cry, it's true I love you, yeah, you know I do I just got a little loose screw Demons sure do mess with you Make you wanna cry, it's true [Chorus] First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongest feeling that I wanna die First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongest feeling that I wanna die