Not Normal (Solo Version)

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Low down, dirty Laden with the passion of thinking I'm not worthy If anybody's asking, the medicine's not working For sedatives I'm lurking The negative I'm perching is relative soul-searching Now I just wanna stay in the house And keep away from everybody 'til I figure it out And I know it'll be the day when I can wander about And I wonder if all the thunder's coming back unannounced I don't like it here anymore And I don't think that I can tell y'all I even did from before But instead of losing out like the loser who never scored I had to change the atmosphere and quit feeling like I'm ignored Some of y'all don't get it But I can help you find it if you push me to the limit Anxiety inside me, believe me it ain't a gimmick Shit is crazy like the lobby inside of the free clinic [Chorus] Is it not normal? I can feel it in my chest I get twisted, one flew over the nest I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed I get lifted like spirits out of a chest I'm convinced it feels better than making sense Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? [Verse 2] I've been with some people who suffer from such stress They keep tryin' to find escape through addiction to progress Being numb is kin to submission when life's hittin' And it's hard, we don't get intermission to digest My chest buzzing like flies nest Feeling like my heart is attacking on my left Some of us are left in a panic at crossroads To pretend like the rest of the planet's in crisis Won't understand it is my guess Leave me on the road like I'm stranded and lifeless Nothing feels like home when your life is a fine mess 'Bout to roll up all smoke and get lost in the wildness, come on [Chorus] Not normal, I can feel it in my chest I get twisted, one flew over the nest I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed I get lifted like spirits out of a chest I'm convinced it feels better than making sense Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? [Bridge] Is it not normal? Not normal Is it not normal? Not normal Is it not normal? Not normal Is it not normal? Not normal [Verse 3] Y'all keep playing the game, but I'm winnin' Rent-free all in your brain where I'm livin' Can't be one in the same 'cause y'all missin' The train that I've been runnin' away with, my vision And all of y'all can suffer and sway with ass kissin' The plague you motherfuckers today better be listenin' I'll be the only one to tell ya They love to make you feel like you're nothin' more than a failure [Chorus] Not normal, I can feel it in my chest I get twisted, one flew over the nest I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed I get lifted like spirits out of a chest I'm convinced it feels better than making sense Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? [Outro] Not normal Not normal Not normal Not normal