Lyrics

There's something inside of me It tears it all apart What I once was can never be What you will be I'll never see Can't find the strength to erase it As it crushes my will to live Don't want you close enough to smell me God I wish I had the courage to kill Always there to beat me down To remind me of who I am The one to hold me back When I pretend I'm alive again Don't wanna be the way I am I'd like to turn around and walk away I wish I had the courage to kill God I wish I had the courage to kill I wish I had the courage to kill No one can see me now Alone with my doubt and fear I'm so tired of myself So if you leave me can I come to? Once I tried to listen But I just could not understand I'm a stranger to myself So if you leave me can I come to? If you leave me can I come to? Am I someone special? Can I be replaced? I keep repeating myself Did I disappoint you? Did I always fail? I keep repeating myself There's something inside of me It tears it all apart What I once was can never be What you will be I'll never see Can't find the strength to erase it As it crushes my will to live Don't want you close enough to smell me God I wish I had the courage to kill Am I someone special? Can I be replaced? I keep repeating myself Did I disappoint you? Did I always fail? I keep repeating myself Am I acting strange? Or just like everyone else? I keep repeating myself Can't someone help me? Can't you see I'm afraid Can't you see I'm afraid... [x2] I'm afraid [x2]