Sunshine to the Rain

Lyrics

[Intro: Scarface] You know, I always sit back and I be thinkin like to myself, like you know- I know I'm here, but where I am- you know what I mean, I know I'm here, somewhere But I- I can't find me, you know what I'm saying, It's like my whole life man, I've been looking for me It's a lot of shit going on in my head, man check it out [Verse 1: Scarface] I spent my years isolated, couldn't live with myself I was troubled as a young kid, my tears didn't help Manic, depressed and was evident, I buried it deep All alone with these four walls caving at me Barricaded was my mind state, I wanted to die Never happiness, Just sad times, living a lie Rather leave it, I was suicidal, slitting' my wrist Mama thinking I was crazy, ain't like using her fists Ain't gonna change how I was feeling, I was paining inside It wasn't me, It was my inner feelings coming alive I remember waking up like I was headed for school Left me standing in the hospital, locked in this room Put away, I'm a troubled kid losing my mind Fallin' short of what they expected from me every time So don't fault me if you meet me, and I look to be strange I'm just laughing at the sunshine, dying in the rain [Chorus: Anthony Hamilton] Sunshine to the rain, when it comes it goes again Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me, I will never change Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days [Verse 2: Scarface] Now I was raised in a neighborhood were cowards would die If you was real it was understood, it showed in your eyes Every corner had a different hustle sprawled on your face Drug wars, growin' up raw survived the chase Stromatic had to move along, quiet as kept Spoken words got you dealt with, so ride with yourself I'm a juvenile, they telling me get down for your wealth No getting high, cause when you get high, you have your health As far as health, mine was mental though, uou know how that go Psychologically, I deal with demons talkin' in codes Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus somewhere on this road Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no Better of if I was dead, cause they killing me slow All in all it's just a part of life, watching the show Ain't nothing never came to niggas sleep except for a dream It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the scene [Chorus: Anthony Hamilton] Sunshine to the rain, when it comes it goes again Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me, I will never change Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days [Verse 3: Scarface] I prayed my last days of sunshine, just die in the rain Kinda selfish, but I know that dying eases the pain Heartfelt words, spoken hurt, provided the frame For the picture I done painted for the master to explain So I leave behind my testimony, witness the gift Far from Holy, but this Matrimony provided the script To live on and live by, grow up and grow on Get on and get by, so forth and so on And this here's the last days, I can hear the horns singin' I can see the red sky, I can hear the drum beating I seen the dead die, How long will they mourn Jesus At least I'm saved by my scriptural warn readings And while leaving you here, believe what you believe in But you don't want to not believe, believe in seeing Don't take this here too personal cause I'm just speaking This is my family on my mind, and this my reason [Chorus: Anthony Hamilton] Sunshine to the rain, when it comes it goes again Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me, I will never change Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days [Outro: Anthony Hamilton] Cloudy days, (you are my) Said your cloudy days (you are my) Can't keep my sunshine (you are my) Don't you see, when yo cry, (sunshine to the rain) I might just smile (you are my) When you feel pain, I might smile again (you are my) Better now then never, (you are my) I'm saying, no, no (sunshine to the rain) You are my, You are my, You are my, sunshine to the rain You are my, You are my, You are my, sunshine to the rain!