Manic Upswings

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I wanna wake up From the rattlesnake nightmare I've been living, I've been living If you could even call this living Living without you I betray myself this time of night Why am I like this? Maybe it's because I'm too afraid To face my reality without you Reality without you [Chorus] I looked for you in every bottle And still couldn't find you I pray for you in downward spirals I never could figure you out Never could figure you out [Verse 2] Year after year, you drifted away Off in the distance Silently adjusting Your way out of my life Out of my life [Chorus] I looked for you in every bottle And still couldn't find you My pentagram, my holy bible I never could figure you out Never could figure you out [Outro] I see you in psychotic daydreams And still never knew You send me into manic upswings I never could figure you out Never could figure you out Never could figure you out Never could, never could