New Normal

Lyrics

She isn't anything I planned But I still asked to hold their hand In the rain in California My palms were sweaty when I thought Of preacher's kids and guilt of god Telling me that I'm not normal My resentment's off the charts and my confusion's in the dark One more year and I won't have to play this part I will not be that kind of girl My lines are straight my hair is curled My favorite color will be pink I'll have a boy when I'm 18 I'd never fathom all these thoughts My personality is gone But then they picked me up and put me down (and put me down) Bеfore them I was lost but now I'm found And I found oh I found My new normal My nеw normal Ignoring every social cue Starting off with something new And the freedom to be who I am Can finally like what's in the mirror No longer live like I'm in fear Can finally know my worth and take a stand Thriving with a brand new start And in a place that loves my heart And I'm so happy I don't have to play that part I will not be that kind of girl Whose lines are straight and hair is curled My favorite color could be pink don't care if I'll have a boy when I'm 18 I finally fathomed all these thoughts My personality's not gone Because they picked me up and put me down (because they put me down) Before them I was lost but now I'm found And I found oh I found My new normal My new normal My new normal My new normal My new normal She isn't anything I planned But I still asked to hold their hand In the rain in California